My Horizon

My horizon slices through the garden

Never mind why it started

But people get broken hearted

And I’ve been fighting

I won’t be forgotten

But I’m torn in two in this violin

That keeps playing life’s song

I’ve got a problem

Taking in everyone’s venom

Well they keep coming back again

‘cause they’re still looking for heaven

And I’ve been fighting

I won’t be forgotten

But I’m torn in two in this violin

That keeps playing life’s song

My horizon

Slices through your horizon

Slices through the garden

Cavin' In

Cavin’ in, cavin’ in

These walls

C-c-c-cavin’ in

Suddenly I go down

WHAT?!

(psycho-analytical)

HUH?!

1-2-3-4

Numb, to how I identify

Numb, to how I identify

Reason of time deserted

Dehydrated, introverted

Feels like I’m in the mirror stage

Shatter the glass with all this rage

The walls are cracking in too quick, I need a diagnosis

My trains of thought gone from this cold psychosis

Subtlety In The Tone

It's showtime

Time to put your face on right

You're heading home

Tear apart the doctor's note

I get the feeling every now and then

I hear a voice

Telling me what to do

And every bit of the subtlety in the tone

Telling me how

I'm learning what to choose

It's paving me the way

I'm breaking through

Nothing to say

Nothing to lose

It's showtime

Time to put your face on right

You're heading home

Tear apart the doctor's note

There's A Woman Lost At Sea

There's a woman lost at sea
 

Calls my name hopefully
 

She looks up ashore
 

The one, the one thing she adores

There is a cold side to me
 

'Cause I know Time can set me free

Well, I walk down the shore

Further down along the ocean floor

Beauty Pains

Look beyond the growing pains

Dive inside the day

Whoever's above the rain

... Some will away

Beauty pains

Look beyond the black outlines

Twirling in the shine

Save it all for space and time

Angry is blinded

Beauty pains

Song Of Pi

I've been rid of all trace of my family

and slowly my illusion of hope

has been vanishing

And I've been waiting 

for these birds to fly me home

And I've been sleeping

for days, patiently

And I cannot believe this anymore

Well I've got smoke

lining out my horizon

And I've come higher, higher than the birds

And I'm only rising

And I'm believing

that the ship's going to take me home

And I've been dreaming

for the storm to take me away

And I cannot believe she can't see me

Sensing You

Sensing you, Sensing you

Causing me to improvise

Lyrical, lyrically fantasize

It's because

I'm searching everyday

It's because

A man said "never disregard"

It's because

You're becoming the core

It's because

You seamlessly pull me away

To you

Sensing you, Sensing you

Causing me to improvise

Lyrical, musically fantasize

My routine

For the golden morning

My routine

For the fateful night

Even though you're always disappearing from my view

I'll wait in the dark

For that moment

For that moment with you

When I'm...

Fantasy?

How would I find fantasy

When every time I leave you,

I’ve awoken from a dream?

There you were

White summer dress

Out the blue

And safe in the red

Pandora

Send me a signal

I’m there for you

Please don’t ghost again

How would I find fantasy

When every time I leave you,

I’ve awoken from a dream?

To Embark

I keep believing that it’s shocking

That it’s shocking that I’m leaving

Believing there’s reason there

And I can’t tell or believe it

Would leaving leave a marking there

Is it shocking that I’m leaving?

Believe it when the sun come down

When the sun come down

When the sun come down

My heart bleeds but there’s reason there

It’s proven there I’ve seen

Even if I freeze all alone

I’ll stay all alone in season

I’m weaving in the ‘who and where’ thread

Is it shocking that I’m leaving?

Believe it all around

I’m leaving there

I’m leaving reason

Stepping through the clouds

Shining at the gates

Violet

Something unsteady

In the air’s mood

I came to find

My friend fast asleep

His dreams uncoil

Crown of shakra

A color so true

We call it Violet

Now Violet surrounds me

And duality fades

Free from illusion

Free in the haze

His dreams uncoil

Crown of shakra

A color so true

We call it Violet

Wildly I Seize You

Don’t tell no one

So wildly I seize you

You know that everyday is a one way run

But I’d fly there to see you too

And we fear the wake up

Upon arrival

Lifelines are ready

So wildly I seize you

You know that everyday is a one way run

But I’d fly there to see you too

Yeah, to see you too

But I, can’t help, but run, the other way

Further Down

According to the pedigree

They all look the same

Toe to toe, and knee to knee

Shape inflate

And shape and build and build

Purebred for productivity

Sworn to an empty oath that never ends

And it’s all for the GDP

Here goes, further down the rabbit hole

We’ll go further down the rabbit hole

Soaked in gold, your fingers whither

The end of time

Nations rule in plastic prayer

They fear the ticking

What did I want when I walked this way?

Did the smiles from the board take my pain away?

It goes, further down the rabbit hole

Here, go further down the rabbit hole

Soliloquy

When I'm free of some time
 

for some visceral soliloquy
 

I picture myself in a mind

far aligned from me
 

and I plea

What it means to be
 

Long as time guarantees

 

Godsent misfortune

...déjà vu
 

Missa en aeternum

Non est responsum
 

What to do, what to do?

What to do, but join?